Hopefully this answers your question. I’ve always liked having short hair. Example: my grade 2 school picture.
I shaved my head when I was 13 and I went through patterns of growing it out to my shoulders and cutting it every year.
The last time I “committed” to growing it out was right before I started theatre school because I told myself I had to be a Girl Actor with Long Hair. But during my first semester, I discovered that I didn’t have to be Girl Actor with Long Hair, and cut it all off in front of my class during one of my final projects.
At this point, it’s just more comfortable for me to have short hair. I have no patience to grow it out and I wouldn’t know what to do with long hair anyway.